happy bday alicia

Las Carretas Mexican, Ampang

pass me the mask plsss

This was taken a while ago...sorry for the late post...

cheers!!!

excellent food

make up tutorial

Yeay I finally did it!! Make up tutorial. I’ve been waiting to do this since forever. And now I am safe to say “not bad fara, not bad at all” :)

Meera - my model for my make up class. well she’s also part of the tutorial. So she did mine and I did hers. Only thing my face kind of still with bad scars so mcm tak cun jer nak put my pix next to meera here. Kesian meera, she tried hardest to cover my scars smua and I think she managed to cover some tho. Plus we didn’t have proper make up stuff and end up borrowing our tutor some of his stuff.

So here it is, meera's make over picture done by faraskye with love.

Maybe I post mine later yikesss….

any improvement?

slight scar improvement on my face...tried bio oil and light scrub..going for cinnamon scrub, vitamin E oil (apply and pil) and today i am getting the ginkgo fruit...pls pls pls hopefully more improvement by kak lin's wedding :)

oh by the way, started working already..almost 2 weeks...feeling abit low self esteem tho..but what the heck..selamba jer la...i am so looking forward for december and the new year..i need some inspiration...and missing my other set of friends so much :)

S C A R

Feeling a bit better now and it’s been a month away from chicken pox virus. My scar on my body slowly healing, but my face seems to be the hardest. This year end not a good one for me. Not only I’m suffer from this sickness, but I got to know that I was pregnant while having this chicken pox. Dugaan tuhan to me and aki. Gone to couple of gynecology to sick advise, but the baby was only with us till my 8 weeks of pregnancy. Bukan rezeki kami lagi, and redha dengan ketentuan tuhan. By far it was the hardest situation to both of us . But I am glad that aki was so supportive towards me. But i felt the pain alot more when i see aki cried. Although it was just my 8 weeks, but I felt the same way how other pregnant women did. The nausea, the crave etc. At night I speak to myself wondering if the baby gonna be ok and should I continue with the pregnancy with the risk of the baby may not be sempurna. I cried everyday worried and feeling bad may be i don't deserve to be a mother. I was terrified at all times. And finally the day come to us, baby was not at the right position, and the doc said it could be infected as my fever was pretty bad one so I had to go thru a procedure call D&C aka had to remove the baby before its miscarriage by itself. Cume tuhan sahaja yg tahu perasaan both of us. We manage to hear baby’s heart beat for at least 5 second. The experience was so painful to me. I felt half of me was apart from my body. Tuhan lebih sayangkan dia, I let it go and try to move on with our life again and wishing of more to come insyallah. How I wish things happen differently. Most important now is to take a good care of myself, eat proper food and vitamins. And try not to get more serious sickness in the future. Not only chicken pox scars that I need to heal, there is still scar inside of me – scar that will never be heal till the rest of my life. That scar remind me how we lost our very 1^st child. I’m sorry…….

december to remember

my chubbiness baby sister getting married soon..and this time its gonna be a
garden wedding
yeay yeay..i am helping her with the details during my sick days..so most of the important stuff already been confirmed/paid deposit...can't wait!!!

its been a long time

ok i was away... been really sick for almost 10 days now... after effects of 2 months of bad cough i finally got myself a "Chicken Pox"..yes yo i am... and its terrible making my face my hand every part of my body scarsss...arghhhh it is frustrating tho... sitting at home doing nothing, beside sleep and sleep.. i loss some weight..i didn't eat almost 3 days straight...had some milo, tea and HO thats all..other than that my body just reject... and the worst part is the itchiness... and i hate it when the itch attack my private part or my ass...urghhh making me so uncomfortable...i hate to sleep with daun semambu almost everyday..mandi air kunyit and tepek bedak sejuk...i had mum and dad took care of me, while baby away to work... one of my fugly photo
so now, im pretty much alrite the worst part just passed by...my worries now is the scars...when will it go away...will it ever go awayyyy???....

stuff i need to heal my scars/my soul:
1) to get a new foundation and concealer and mayb loose powder to cover scars on my face
2) some new brushes (hygiene reason)
3) new facial wash, mild type thinking of cetaphil
4) lotsa lemon
5) stock up mineral water at home, car and soon work place
6) perhaps some new cloths, long sleeve shirt or t-shirt
7) must add on shoe and bag - soul healing
8) lotsa vege and fruits stock up at home

baby just say yes the top 3 request the one i highlighted in red... and some others too for home :)


till then my next post...faraskye with love

arabian food anyone?

This was taken a while ago...our dinner together at the castle..

stress

advertising world what have u done to us :)

bowl of rice

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad, Buy all of the things I never had, Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Tatler or Glam magazine, Smiling next to PM and the Queen

oh my work place....be easy on me...give me less work but more money

manicure session

sheena and i got bored and we decided to get a mani done..we were so curious about choosing color to paint our nails..from nude color to pastel then we decided to get something more flashier...(sheena's idea)....







so here's the results:


Sheena - deep plum red

mine - shocking peachy red



hahaha this is just for fun..i just thot our photo was pretty cute..i don't get to see sheena all the time, when i do we make most of it..love u sheennsss

lunch and met rayyan :)

the princess story part 1

On the gloomy wednesday, one Princess had to go to work and face the boringness it brings little did she know, a dayang was gonna light up her day. About 3pm Dayang Fara called the Princess and told her she awaits for her downstairs. It was in a little black box...

What could be inside?? hm mm


Tadaaa!!! two cute little macaroons


Happy happy happy

the three musketeerettes were hungry

They searched and searched for a place of good comforting food and they stumbled upon delicious the name of the place couldn’t be anymore direct and was exactly what they were looking for.

"Excited Faces"

Since the three musketeerettes are big fans of cheese, they ordered all deliciously packed with cheese meals…

3 cheese sandwich

Lasagna

Carbonara

Everything was indeed delicious that they cleaned all three plates but no meal is complete without dessert. This was cheery that topped off their dinner Bonafee Pie


Ever had a little bit too much cheese there..



It was one of the most scrumptious pie they're ever tasted in all lands they've been to. Now that their dinner is complete they went to their horse carriage and smoke away....
hehehehe :)

Macaroons

Yummsss, wish i could have it all everyday :)

i'm in love