Thursday, December 23, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Yeay I finally did it!! Make up tutorial. I’ve been waiting to do this since forever. And now I am safe to say “not bad fara, not bad at all” :)
Meera - my model for my make up class. well she’s also part of the tutorial. So she did mine and I did hers. Only thing my face kind of still with bad scars so mcm tak cun jer nak put my pix next to meera here. Kesian meera, she tried hardest to cover my scars smua and I think she managed to cover some tho. Plus we didn’t have proper make up stuff and end up borrowing our tutor some of his stuff.
So here it is, meera's make over picture done by faraskye with love.
Maybe I post mine later yikesss….
Friday, November 19, 2010
Feeling a bit better now and it’s been a month away from chicken pox virus. My scar on my body slowly healing, but my face seems to be the hardest. This year end not a good one for me. Not only I’m suffer from this sickness, but I got to know that I was pregnant while having this chicken pox. Dugaan tuhan to me and aki. Gone to couple of gynecology to sick advise, but the baby was only with us till my 8 weeks of pregnancy. Bukan rezeki kami lagi, and redha dengan ketentuan tuhan. By far it was the hardest situation to both of us . But I am glad that aki was so supportive towards me. But i felt the pain alot more when i see aki cried. Although it was just my 8 weeks, but I felt the same way how other pregnant women did. The nausea, the crave etc. At night I speak to myself wondering if the baby gonna be ok and should I continue with the pregnancy with the risk of the baby may not be sempurna. I cried everyday worried and feeling bad may be i don't deserve to be a mother. I was terrified at all times. And finally the day come to us, baby was not at the right position, and the doc said it could be infected as my fever was pretty bad one so I had to go thru a procedure call D&C aka had to remove the baby before its miscarriage by itself. Cume tuhan sahaja yg tahu perasaan both of us. We manage to hear baby’s heart beat for at least 5 second. The experience was so painful to me. I felt half of me was apart from my body. Tuhan lebih sayangkan dia, I let it go and try to move on with our life again and wishing of more to come insyallah. How I wish things happen differently. Most important now is to take a good care of myself, eat proper food and vitamins. And try not to get more serious sickness in the future. Not only chicken pox scars that I need to heal, there is still scar inside of me – scar that will never be heal till the rest of my life. That scar remind me how we lost our very 1st child. I’m sorry…….
Thursday, October 28, 2010
so now, im pretty much alrite the worst part just passed by...my worries now is the scars...when will it go away...will it ever go awayyyy???....
stuff i need to heal my scars/my soul:
1) to get a new foundation and concealer and mayb loose powder to cover scars on my face
2) some new brushes (hygiene reason)
3) new facial wash, mild type thinking of cetaphil
4) lotsa lemon
5) stock up mineral water at home, car and soon work place
6) perhaps some new cloths, long sleeve shirt or t-shirt
7) must add on shoe and bag - soul healing
8) lotsa vege and fruits stock up at home
baby just say yes the top 3 request the one i highlighted in red... and some others too for home :)
till then my next post...faraskye with love
Friday, October 15, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
so here's the results:
Sheena - deep plum red
mine - shocking peachy red
hahaha this is just for fun..i just thot our photo was pretty cute..i don't get to see sheena all the time, when i do we make most of it..love u sheennsss
What could be inside?? hm mm
Tadaaa!!! two cute little macaroons
Happy happy happy
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
They searched and searched for a place of good comforting food and they stumbled upon delicious the name of the place couldn’t be anymore direct and was exactly what they were looking for.
Since the three musketeerettes are big fans of cheese, they ordered all deliciously packed with cheese meals…
3 cheese sandwich
Everything was indeed delicious that they cleaned all three plates but no meal is complete without dessert. This was cheery that topped off their dinner Bonafee Pie
Ever had a little bit too much cheese there..
It was one of the most scrumptious pie they're ever tasted in all lands they've been to. Now that their dinner is complete they went to their horse carriage and smoke away....